Let's say.

OKAY.
I know I havent been blogging since two thousand years ago. BUT OH WELL.
here I am.
( aren't explanations just excuses anyway?)

I AM GOING OUT WITH ALL OF YOU ON THIS FRIDAY. ANYONE INTERESTED TO HANG OUT WITH ME? :(

you know, it's not that I've been gone from ts and don't wanna keep in touch with you guys?
it's you all that've been so busy. I was expecting you all to drop by my house during CNY for three fridays, which in short, equals to 21 days I've waited.
one friday after one. I always get the same damn response.
it all started off with a beep tone on my cell, showing a message lydia sent saying something about she can't make it because of tuition and stuffs. so oh well, the next thing came on was a phone call from swen saying everyone's busy and stuffs.

well, everyone's busy and are restricted from going out considering is our so called BIG YEAR. and yeah, the next next week was even more, well, unexpectedly disappointing.
Because,
1) NOBODY bothers about any gatherings.
2) NOBODY even bothers to call me and tell me they couldn't make it the day before or something. Not even on the day itself, until I called, and I found out, "oh, busy la,maybe holiday la."

Not mad or anything, just all the NO'S have made me completely frustrated to even ask you all out. Really, it's always a SORRY. why ask then?
I may have been hanging out with people from different schools and stuffs. But, you all are my main priority, you know?

I DON'T CHANGE. it's you all that may be changing from time to time.